Up until a few minutes ago, i was literally dying from that back pain, body pains, uneasiness, nausea and what not. It felt like banging my head somewhere or anywhere. I couldn’t sit, stand, or even sleep.
And all of a sudden, I don’t know what happened, it’s all over. It is all okay. No back pain, no nausea and i feel all okay. I coughed for a while and then the pain just went away.
My body is weird. I just don’t get it at all. I have been bleeding continuously day in day out and obviously sleep deprived, hungry and dead-tired. I get these unbearable and excruciating pain at times and suddenly everything gets back to normal. I wish once in a while this bleeding stops too. I’m turning pale as in corpse pale. I can still feel some tension building up in my back again but that’s an anxiety thing. It comes and goes. I just wish the pain doesn’t come back soon.
Oh dear body, don’t be so clueless and give me something to live with.