The next 180 days # Day 175

I’m noticing some good traffic for a blog that’s been on private mode for a while. It is supposed to make me feel good, but all it does is, make me more paranoid.

The headaches aren’t going away and so are the thoughts. It is just the first day of work and I couldn’t concentrate and is lagging. I wish i can do better.

Nevertheless, despite all my failures, I’m going to log everything here. Day by day, week by week, every single day is going to be recorded even if that means i will have to accept shamelessly that I’ve done nothing good or proudly announce that I’ve been doing really well.

Just let me live oh god.. please give me enough strength for it.


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s