It’s just not so easy at all when everything around you feels dark and disgusting.
It feels worthless when you have no confidence in yourself.
It is just getting impossible to live the next minute and the next minute.
I wish things were easy, I wish my mind develops the capability of taking easy things easily.
Not everything is as dramatic as I make it and life need not be as difficult as I make it.
I know it is all in me and it is with me the capacity of fixing something or not fixing something exists.
Why cannot I deal with my mess and retain control over my brain!
I just wish my brain is dead and I get a new brain with a clean slate and fewer active neurons to think.
I just wish things were easy and people simple.