I hate this block editor!!

Why? Why does word press do this?

We were having so much fun and flexibility with the classic editor.

I now have to install a plugin to get the classic editor back and to install a plugin, I need a business plan on WordPress. And that’s not all, if we have a plugin installed, I loose certain widgets on the current template! ..

First and foremost, why cannot I remove the bold font on my post title? And I cannot go onto a new line without having a new block created and making it look like it is a different paragraph altogether.

Gosh, it used to be such a simple task to post on WordPress. Now I get the same feeling I used to get when I learnt MS Word and Powerpoint for the first time when I was in class 6! Disgusting.

I know I’m a bit late to the party!.. I have been using mobile app to post all this while and was switching from block to classic every time I write. But there either seem to have no such options on the web browser or the block editor was now made the default hereon!.. Either way, it sucks!

Thank you WordPress for this unwanted and never in demand pleasure.

I have been trying to use this and get a hang of it, but it has been a headache so far. I’m back on the blog after a while and so I’ll try to keep up and learn how to live with this stupid thing. But yeah, I want to vent my heart out. I’ll keep searching on how to get workarounds for my issues but like I’m saying, it is annoying and irritating like hell! Very disappointed with you WordPress.

Hidden

These days, I feel hidden all the time.

And I have no one but me to blame for this situation of mine. In an attempt to avoid facing stupid questions about my divorce, I started avoiding people.
In the beginning, I avoided those questions because it was too painful to answer them. And then it was comfortable not to have to provide explanations to anyone.
Now, it is a pleasure to not to deal with anyone whether the question is about divorce or not. I found pleasure in not having to respond and in not reacting to anyone and worse, I now realize the peace in being alone and stopped reaching out to people.

So what started out as self preservation ended up being the most selfish choice I continue to make for myself.

Now, no matter who it is or what it is about, I have no interest in making small conversations with people. I have no interest in socializing. Sadly, I find pleasure in being the loner. I hope I don’t turn into a psychopath!

However, there are a few byproducts of this scenario that keep troubling me.

  1. I find no interest in expressing myself. Be it verbal or nonverbal. As a result I couldn’t write as I used to and feel like my skill got a little rusty.
  2. More than that, it made me super lazy. I have no motivation to go out, do things for myself, clean-up the house or even my brain. I’ve turned my house and my brain into dustbins.
  3. I don’t even feel like talking to my friends and family too. Silence seems to work really well for my lazy brain.
  4. Worst of all, whenever I get sick, I end up having troubled thoughts about things I’m not yet ready for and it gets really difficult to handle myself during and post the scene or mental state.
  5. Screen Addiction: With nothing better to do, I’m addicted to all sorts of screens and watching everything under the sun,.. rusting my brain even further.
  6. I just cannot seem to bring myself to read anything even if my life depends on it. This is something I cannot digest myself but it has everything to do with screen addiction.
  7. And finally, no worry or effort of any sort for or towards my future plans. This sometimes scares me.

So yeah, here I am,.. just trying to rant away all these thoughts running wild in my head so that I know what’s happening with me and if I can still be saved.