- I cannot sleep in open places. I need closed rooms to sleep.
- I don’t like too much light anywhere.
- I prefer dark, gloomy and warm to anything else.
- I can only sleep when it is dead dark.
- I cannot share any of my things (my cup, my plate, my bedsheets, my pillow, my side of the bed, my house key) with anyone. Not even my husband.
- I cannot take it when someone messes up with things like my cupboard arrangement, my wardrobe, my kitchen setup.
- I’m too gaurded and closed for anyone.
- I’m too scared to open up to anyone. Too scared to let anyone know my fears and vulnerabilities.
- I find it too difficult to trust anyone. If I trust someone, it means a lot to me.
- I love my sister to death but not sure if i love myself enough.
- I am a woman of contradictions and complex thoughts.
Is there any reason why a person can be this weird and messed up? Am i damaged mentally? Am i not meant for a happy and simple life? How do i know?
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